It's been a long time ,I have no time to focus on the garden -- the garden of my heart.
Exactly,that 's not what i want, it's what I hafta. I have no choice ,but it seems that's a good chance ,or something like the crisis. Not clear ,not accessable ,at least the time till now. I do wanna know what 's the point ? The thing is to continue on the company ,continue the life i have been ,peace ,ease ,or it's the time to make the key choice ,the key working concern? God would let me know.I still believe in it.
But I wanna do something by myself in the real world .Yeah ,i'm learning driving.It's licence C1.I do shall pass or even nail the exam in the coming autumn,it's National Registered Constructed Engineer (2rd-Class). Yes,if things keep going its way,I would get two more certification ,but so what ? It's gonna be a new target in my personal life ,in my working career. Not just for more certifications or licences ,not just for more money either.
Life stream is flowing , on it's pace ,peace ,maybe onrushing , but continuing , nothing could be stopped around a sudden turn... just keep working and waiting for it.---I tell myself ,looking forward to a better answer. Could u give me ?